Uhm. I'd like to put this here to remind me of things ^_^ like I said, this blog I intentionally make myself vulnerable.

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Ahhh ... kwentong sawi nga. Hmm, have you already invested too much emotions and thoughts on this girl? Probably. Knowing how you tend to be so 'focused' on something you want, without really thinking of what's going to be in for you when all this is over (by over, it may mean everything fell into place, or - like in this case - everything fell apart).

Well dear friend, as cliche as it may sound, you will move on. The thing about loving is that you'll never really know when to stop doing it. You'll only be told that this hurts this time, and you'll say, "ayaw ko na nga." But the heart is incredibly resilient, to the point of being exasperatingly stubborn. Not long after, you'll find yourself willing to try loving again.

Loving and losing -- i liken them to circumcision. You know, it hurts like no one can ever point a finger to (literally and figuratively). But you endure it, you go through it. Because you have to. You wear skirts that would embarrass even your mom. But you wear them still because that helps ease your way through the healing process. You do something that's humbling, because you need to know that what makes you feel small is the very same thing that will teach you how to be a bigger man (no pun intended). You learn that it's not easy, but it's something you can cry over now, and smile about later. You'll own the moment because it's something you went through that not a single soul can ever say "I know how you feel." Don't let anyone tell you that they know better, because they're not the ones who chewed the guava leaves and survived.

Go through it, but don't live on it. Let it sink in, but don't let it drown you. Give it time, and you'll be alright.

Malay mo.. hindi talaga sya ang para sayo :) wag mo nang guluhin ang tadhana mo, may dahilan bakit hindi naging happy ending ang kwento nyo. Kung anuman ang dahilang yun, yun ang aabangan ko :)

(mag-tutbras ka kaya, baka sakaling magbago isip nya? nyehehehe!)

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Di ka naman nakaranas ng pagtuli e, baket yun pa ginawa mong analogy? =_= Oi masarap din kahit papano ang ngumuya ng dahon ng bayabas a. Atsaka sus ku po, kahit naiisip ko pa rin yun, mahal ko pa rin ang buhay ko no.

At dun naman sa tadhana, alam mo naman ako, matigas ang ulo. Di naniniwalang may dahilan ang mga bagay bagay. Nagkakaron lang ng dahilan yan kung binibigyan mo ng dahilan. Pero totoo nga, mas mahirap manahimik ang saloobin kung di ka marunong magpaubaya ng mga bagay na wala kang kapangyarihang baguhin. Tigas talaga ulo ko e. Hehe. Hay.