Just when I thought I'm at peace with the world, the idiotic me tried to test the balance.

I tried to confront my biggest personal demon -- I failed.

Regretted it. Regretted that one a lot. I don't know if it'll ever stop being that way. But hell, it would be long time before I do that again.

Fortunately for me, I think I've dealt with it better this time. Still a part of the old me underneath all the radical changes.