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The Terrible Writings of Quentin Montejo
Serial experiments on a fallen archangel who only wanted to regain just one wing back
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Free of the World. Rain worshipper. Hermit. Tormented mind.
Caged spirit. Defiant and eternal enemy of Destiny and Fate. Poet. Scientist. Artist. Daydreamer.
He who laughs. Slacker. Sleeper. Romancer of wings and clouds. Fiercely independent. He who is ponderous.
Games and anime junkie. Four eyes. Caveman. Nature-lover. He who doesn't think that hard. Non-smoker.
Music-junkie. Counter of blessings. Guitar-hugger.
He who simply wants what everybody else would like to be in this world and the next -- to be happy. |
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Wednesday, February 01, 2006
After a Plate of Roti and Mocha
I woke up like there's no blood in my hands. But I don't think I feel I even slept at all. Last night felt like a dreamless sleep. And now I come to the office like I'm typing with hands that don't feel it's there.
It's funny how I wasn't emotional last night. I should have been, but I wasn't for some reason. I could say a thousand words to everything that was said to me but I'll just prolong a fruitless debate. Vindicated I am selfish I am wrong I am right I swear I'm right I swear I knew it all along No, I will not grieve because I know I did my best. No, I won't be listening to sad songs because I know I have fought well. No, I will not be drinking beers til the wee hours in the morning because I know I was true to myself. Thanks anyway for letting me know. Thanks because I just became better than I already am. But someday, I fervently hope someday, that I see you become better too. And good God, I wish that little 'reply to you' thingie wasn't there for everyone to see. It'll be a matter of time before everybody else figures it out and I'll feel even more fucking shitty than I already am. But if it's something that will make things better, then it's something I'll gladly bear. 5 Comments:
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