I've identified the one flaw that's been plaguing me -- half-heartedness. Noticing the post I've made a few days ago, as well as a random banter from another person, I think I know what's bringing me down.

It all makes sense now. The thoughts about me only going half way and waiting for that somebody to do the same, the frequent thougths about not having passion about anything anymore, the distance I preserve from every people.

I guess I have to tell myself to go the mile. As well as the extra mile.

Now I sound really ridiculous right now. *Kzzzzt*