I don't know what to make of this feeling.
It's like a numbed needle prick you think you can ignore. But it's there. You feel it's there.
Amidst the drone of voices of people conversing and teammates declaming project specifications ... the only one I can hear is myself.
A numbed little voice that can only say one thing:
you're leaving.
I'm trying to listen to an mp3
You're leavingI'm trying to read something good on the net
You're leavingI'm trying to work on an assignment
You're leavingI'm trying to think what to say to you
You're leavingI'm trying to be happy for you
You're leavingBut all I can hear in my head is ...
You're leavingBah, I'll get over it. I always do.
But yeah, I'm happy for you.