- Q.Montejo
I don't want to be the face
that will put you into an endless oohs and aahs
That will make your view go fuzzy on the sides
bespectacled with dotted lights
I want it to be the one that tells you things
will be ok when you're in a sucky mess
That things are going fine and
there's no need to waste hours worrying
If you look at me, I don't want to be the one
that makes your knees shake
For sensations like that are but
illusions easily forgotten at a moment's notice
I want it, that when you look at me,
your heart is warmed and made glad or whole
Because I prefer to gamble more on emotions
that carry true through bright and dark times
However ...
I also want that not all of what I want
will happen when you look at my face
As we will wade through this shitty life
full of deceit and despair and uncertainty
That despite everything, we're good,
we can be good, while expecting good things to come
And my face will be seen smiling because you
can go to sleep, placidly, calmly