It may unapparent to all but I actually exhibit some sort of paranoid behaviour. How? Everyday, outside my home, I look at people as every inch capable of sticking a knife to my gut. The thing that comes into my mind is how to overpower this guy or escape from the group of people or how to fight back. I automatically psyche myself such that I try to predict people's moves and how to act on it.

So what else does that make me? In a way, it gives me that calm unexpressive exterior (at least, when not with my friends).

Also, I rarely lead on when walking in a group. I'm always at the back.

Yeah, yeah, I'm weirdness.