I'm just wondering how different I am now when dealing with personal demons than five or so years ago. Back then I would just succumb to despair and anguish then ultimately become helpless. Today, I am having the same episodes.

Only now, I am looking at it in the eye.

All night
Hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something.


Yeah. Tomorrow might be good for something. I could live for that.